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I could'nt help but notice you were refering to me in your blog, claiming I "can't draw", "can't get a job" and "any idea's I come up with took 30 seconds and working in comics was a snap decision".
Given it was posted not long after my reply on DW and you got banned for being a martyr.
First off: fuck you, I work 40+ hours a week and when I'm not working, I get PAID to draw for all sorts of people so what do I care whether I've made it or not, I get paid to draw and thats all that matters to me.
I'll have you know that in the 22 years you've been crying like a bitch hoping someone someone will notice and have sympathy, I've been learning to draw and acheiving more than you could ever hope to by whinging.
So you think my drawings suck, least I had the balls to post some on the internet, wheras you will procrastinate and hope everyone feels sorry for you.
Here's the cold hard truth: nobody cares you're depressed if you act like a dick and have no intention of pulling out of this depressed state.
I've been depressed, I mean who hasn't at some point, but it doesn't seem you're listening to anyones advice and you just want their sympathy.
Well welcome to the real world, there are two options: end the whining and kill yourself, or EARN their sympathy, make the effort of at least trying to draw and TRY to stop the depression.
If you don't try, nobody will care.
Uh..I don't remember who you are, and that post where I make fun of artists who don't care about their craft was not aimed at anyone in particular - I've seen alot of people like that. In fact I feel I am in the minority when I think people have to do things "the right way".
You're insults-they are true. I know I am worthless, that everything bad that has happened to me has been my fault, and I don't deserve to find happiness. So what? So we can all hate me. Why get upset at my opinions knowing they are just as worthless as I am?
Ah and anyway, can't you take some criticism? Maybe there is some truth in it. Or maybe not...I don't see what the point is in getting upset about it though.
Nobody is getting upset, I asked for constructive criticism and you got all snotty.
Even if that post wasn't aimed at me, it's still hugely ignorant, since I bet most if not all people on the internet are ones you've never met let alone know well enough to trash.
I'm sure all of the people who don't give a shit about "real" art and are just trying to make entertainment without any skill are better people than me. I just wish more people would care about their craft, okay? I'm not judging them so much as arguing that they put more care and thought into their work. I don't like the prevalent attitude that art can't be judged as "good or bad" because it is all a matter of perspective. Why? Because that makes it hard for me when I try to learn. I say "please teach me how to draw" and they say "there is no right way!" I ask "can you teach me to draw like Frank Frazetta?" and they say "be original - don't try to be something you're not!"
Look this is my "diary of drawing" and I can say anything I want here. I have said MUCH more offensive things than belittling people who don't care about quality draftsmanship. What did I say to you that was so offensive? I said "Gee you are terrible at drawing. I am too, maybe if you work really hard and are lucky you can get better." Look at your work, is that really such an unfair statement? Was I being mean, intending to hurt you? I thought it was obvious that you couldn't draw and I was just bringing it out into the open so we could discuss remedying the situation. I wish that was how people treated ME. I don't think I deserved to be banned for that-but whatever I merely logged back on with a different name.
This is a matter of opinion. You say I can't judge people. Do you judge people, people you haven't met? How about murderers and child molesters? I offend you when I rape a child and it offends me when you don't put any effort into your work and try to pass it off as legitimate. Who knows maybe you're right and I'm wrong, but no matter what you say I'm still going to hate bad art and refuse to call it anything other than crap.
You probably missed it but I was trying to be funny when I made that ridiculously hateful post against bad artists. I KNOW my views are outlandish, so I was trying to make my point of view seem even more absurd by carrying it to that extreme. I do that alot and it all ties back into my own self-hate...
Are you trying to somehow convince yourself that your art is good by proving me wrong? All that matters is what YOU think about your own work. If you love it, it shouldn't matter what me or anyone else says. The fact that you get so upset when I share my opinion makes me think you are insecure and KNOW your work is bad. I think you should just admit that you DON'T KNOW HOW TO DRAW (are you going to shove some numbers in front of my face and claim it's good calculus?) and then maybe try to learn how to do it properly instead of pretending it doesn't matter.
And thus I waste 20 minutes of my time-but my time is made for wasting.
Hey I know how you feel. I used to not like myself either, finally one day I thought to myself, "this is making my life misrable! I have to put a stop to it," you'll just need to do the same, it could take awhile but you got to try!
My life has gottan soo much better now that i think better of myself. on the drawing thing, i'm no perfesonal so my drawing are't the greates. but just practes. Try and post a pic on here even if you don't like it. You could end up making somebodys day! sorry this is so long.
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"If you don't succeed, try try again. Unless It almost killed you the first time. Then that would be stupid."- Red Mustang
"McDreamy was doing the McNasty with McHottie?! That Mc B******!"- O'Mally [link]
ah well thanks for the advice/encouragement...I've hated myself nearly all my life, ah the suicidal fantasies of my childhood. I'm too old to change my ways..yeh I'll probably drop dead any day now...
Hey, I'm sorry. Sorry I got after you expecially on your own front page.
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Everyone suffers for their actions, no matter what those actions are. What we need to do is choose actions that are worth the suffering, so that our suffering is not pointless but instead sacrifice for a just cause.
hey it's okay, if I act like an asshole how can I not expect people to come pee on me? In fact I probably only act that way so people will come pee on me. I'm saying you should pee on me (through the internet).
The world's not waiting just for me,
the world don't care what I can be.
It really doesn't matter,
if I just burst and shatter.
Hey, do you draw or anything? I don't see any of your art.
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Everyone suffers for their actions, no matter what those actions are. What we need to do is choose actions that are worth the suffering, so that our suffering is not pointless but instead sacrifice for a just cause.
Alrighty then. I should tell you i regretted apologizing, but i didn't want to seem as you as unintentionally seemed. I figured you were just beign a little thoughtless rather than mean. ^^
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Everyone suffers for their actions, no matter what those actions are. What we need to do is choose actions that are worth the suffering, so that our suffering is not pointless but instead sacrifice for a just cause.
Hey, just wondering, why did you just bash coraheart16? I guess you weren't doing it to be mean, but she's just starting getting into drawing, just so you know.
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Everyone suffers for their actions, no matter what those actions are. What we need to do is choose actions that are worth the suffering, so that our suffering is not pointless but instead sacrifice for a just cause.
That's an interesting journal you wrote. Artists (i do this too) usually make themselves to be worse than they actually are. Would like to see some of your work and thanks for the fave.
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I made you laugh, and I made you cry. How will you remember me?
art is an expression. It can be an expression of anything. Creation by anymeans, COULD be considered art. What you consider art, just happens to be something that is hard for most people to do. But not for the people who decide to finally grow out of the life that isn't working for them, and work their' asses off, finding other means, unknown to the rest of the world, that will help YOU. You are the only person who knows what, and ALL that doesn't work for you. For your first art, create a way to learn.
Given it was posted not long after my reply on DW and you got banned for being a martyr.
First off: fuck you, I work 40+ hours a week and when I'm not working, I get PAID to draw for all sorts of people so what do I care whether I've made it or not, I get paid to draw and thats all that matters to me.
I'll have you know that in the 22 years you've been crying like a bitch hoping someone someone will notice and have sympathy, I've been learning to draw and acheiving more than you could ever hope to by whinging.
So you think my drawings suck, least I had the balls to post some on the internet, wheras you will procrastinate and hope everyone feels sorry for you.
Here's the cold hard truth: nobody cares you're depressed if you act like a dick and have no intention of pulling out of this depressed state.
I've been depressed, I mean who hasn't at some point, but it doesn't seem you're listening to anyones advice and you just want their sympathy.
Well welcome to the real world, there are two options: end the whining and kill yourself, or EARN their sympathy, make the effort of at least trying to draw and TRY to stop the depression.
If you don't try, nobody will care.
You're insults-they are true. I know I am worthless, that everything bad that has happened to me has been my fault, and I don't deserve to find happiness. So what? So we can all hate me. Why get upset at my opinions knowing they are just as worthless as I am?
Ah and anyway, can't you take some criticism? Maybe there is some truth in it. Or maybe not...I don't see what the point is in getting upset about it though.
now let's all poop in our pants
Even if that post wasn't aimed at me, it's still hugely ignorant, since I bet most if not all people on the internet are ones you've never met let alone know well enough to trash.
Look this is my "diary of drawing" and I can say anything I want here. I have said MUCH more offensive things than belittling people who don't care about quality draftsmanship. What did I say to you that was so offensive? I said "Gee you are terrible at drawing. I am too, maybe if you work really hard and are lucky you can get better." Look at your work, is that really such an unfair statement? Was I being mean, intending to hurt you? I thought it was obvious that you couldn't draw and I was just bringing it out into the open so we could discuss remedying the situation. I wish that was how people treated ME. I don't think I deserved to be banned for that-but whatever I merely logged back on with a different name.
This is a matter of opinion. You say I can't judge people. Do you judge people, people you haven't met? How about murderers and child molesters? I offend you when I rape a child and it offends me when you don't put any effort into your work and try to pass it off as legitimate. Who knows maybe you're right and I'm wrong, but no matter what you say I'm still going to hate bad art and refuse to call it anything other than crap.
You probably missed it but I was trying to be funny when I made that ridiculously hateful post against bad artists. I KNOW my views are outlandish, so I was trying to make my point of view seem even more absurd by carrying it to that extreme. I do that alot and it all ties back into my own self-hate...
Are you trying to somehow convince yourself that your art is good by proving me wrong? All that matters is what YOU think about your own work. If you love it, it shouldn't matter what me or anyone else says. The fact that you get so upset when I share my opinion makes me think you are insecure and KNOW your work is bad. I think you should just admit that you DON'T KNOW HOW TO DRAW (are you going to shove some numbers in front of my face and claim it's good calculus?) and then maybe try to learn how to do it properly instead of pretending it doesn't matter.
And thus I waste 20 minutes of my time-but my time is made for wasting.
My life has gottan soo much better now that i think better of myself. on the drawing thing, i'm no perfesonal so my drawing are't the greates. but just practes. Try and post a pic on here even if you don't like it. You could end up making somebodys day! sorry this is so long.
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"If you don't succeed, try try again. Unless It almost killed you the first time. Then that would be stupid."- Red Mustang
"McDreamy was doing the McNasty with McHottie?! That Mc B******!"- O'Mally [link]
Ahwoom bop ditty
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Everyone suffers for their actions, no matter what those actions are. What we need to do is choose actions that are worth the suffering, so that our suffering is not pointless but instead sacrifice for a just cause.
The world's not waiting just for me,
the world don't care what I can be.
It really doesn't matter,
if I just burst and shatter.
--
Everyone suffers for their actions, no matter what those actions are. What we need to do is choose actions that are worth the suffering, so that our suffering is not pointless but instead sacrifice for a just cause.
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Everyone suffers for their actions, no matter what those actions are. What we need to do is choose actions that are worth the suffering, so that our suffering is not pointless but instead sacrifice for a just cause.
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Everyone suffers for their actions, no matter what those actions are. What we need to do is choose actions that are worth the suffering, so that our suffering is not pointless but instead sacrifice for a just cause.
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I made you laugh, and I made you cry. How will you remember me?